Thursday, October 26, 2006
the parent-principal meeting today was hellish. mdm haslinda somehow had a huge grudge against me... like i was a piece of sand in her eye ought to be removed. she shot me the whole time i was in her office... which made me feel so useless. i still feel useless... she told me to play my choices carefully and to consider the other routes besides JC. and yes, her tone was very obvious. she wants me out of JC. am i that hopeless, i wonder? :( she told me despite all the good remarks that i'm getting from teachers about my good behaviour and conscientious spirit, if i'm getting these kind of grades, i shld just go to poly. sigh... i hope i'm not that hopeless. am i? and i can't bear facing my parents or being in the same room, lift or car as them... cos all i get is complete silence. i think the best option now is to get retained. but mdm haslinda will probably shout at me again if i tell her that... cos she said i should not lock myself into the rigid JC system. and the worst thing is that... a lot of my s213 classmates all got promoted, except me and beatrice. sigh... God... i'm just at a loss for words... and it didn't help that mdm haslinda kept repeating the word poly so many times... but no, i shall not go to poly. not that i don't like it... but i can't bear to leave my frens. seriously, i've made so many wonderful frens in JC. besides sally whom i've known for the past few years, i've gotten to know sabrina, mel kang, hannah... yiming, candice & melz (suanings)... my sargas family and my beloved class s213. and i've been feeling very emo since the time i came back. and i just became more emo because nicholas yeo (canoeing) just msged me with two very long smses which were very encouraging. thanks bro! sigh... i will move on in life... i will! :( i guess it's time to sleep and forget all my troubles... :( manddaw
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