Wednesday, November 30, 2005
tmr's supposedly my last day at work cos i can't stand it any longer. the people i have met over the past few days have already pissed me off real bad! i dun mind helping the society by doing charitable work, but no... the insults and behaviour of singaporeans have put me off from doing any more work already. went to orchard road yesterday with tang and alvin. at first i thought i could sell at least a booklet or two... but NO, i did not even manage to sell a book. and it's all thanks to "STUPID SINGAPOREANS"! no one was willing to donate. practically no one! F***! it's tough! i see all kinds of attitudes every single day... mostly mean, stingy, kiasu and PATHETIC! think about it lah... they wear a suit and a tie, carry a briefcase and they can actually tell you... "sorry, i dun have any money." no... people can also say... "i'm in a hurry for a meeting", "i'm busy". and many people blatantly lie! you approach them and ask them for a donation and they tell you, "i've already donated." people are obviously taking advantage of the duration of 4 months and they think they can freaking get away with not donating. BLATANT LIARS! i even got a rude comment from a woman with, "can you please stop bugging me". GET LOST THEN! DUN CROSS MY PATH AND I WILL NOT BUG YOU! AND I'M NOT DOING THIS TO PLEASE YOU BUT TO HELP THE TEENAGERS! i bet that woman's house is huge, has 20 twenty golden taps, a whole tonne of peanuts and 100 cars. people are just such blatant liars. they have such big cars and yet they say they have no money... please lah! who are you trying to kid? a four year old child ah? WAKE UP PEOPLE... even four year olds can think better than you adults. LIARS! many people see you and also shun you like a plague, not giving you the chance to talk. FINE THEN... TALK TO THE WALLS IN YOUR HOUSE THEN! I DON'T EVEN BOTHER WASTING MY BREATH ON YOU! GET LOST LIARS! the thought of working tmr just makes my blood boil! to think we slog in the sun to receive comments like these... waste of my precious holiday time. the government is another party to be criticised... to think you make the price of the postcards to be so expensive, no wonder no one wants to donate! and you make students walk along the road receiving sarcastic remarks! WAKE UP! not going to blog much today. just to tell singaporeans how stingy they are! shall go sleep now and wake up fresh tomorrow. hopefully, God will send an angel tomorrow. nite. manddaw
Monday, November 28, 2005
lemme see... i started work already. at this marketing company called Dynamic Asia Pte Ltd. made many new frens there. let's go straight to the point though... it's tiring! fun, no doubt, but ya... energy draining. we are currently having this fund raising project for this teen centre in tampines... poverello teen centre. so ya... put it in layman terms... donations lor. went to ICA building (immigrations centre) at Lavender on the first day. wah kao... kena rejected most of the time... the idiots there either tell u they are busy doing something, or they have some meeting to rush for. but all are just excuses to escape donating 10 bucks. and ya... we stand in the scorching sun at the carpark, accepting people's criticisms and rejections. terrible rite? despite the fatigue, my team carried on till 4pm. found out that there were some people who were generous, out of all the singaporeans. many were stingy... and i dun mind saying STINGY! pissed me off only. i shall not humiliate anyone on my blog here... nor criticise any race or religion. but ya... shall praise the catholics and christians. there was one catholic which gave a rehash of $570. a few others helped out with maximum of $20 but other than that... no one else was generous. i think this job just opened my eyes to the characteristics of various singaporeans... kiasu and stingy. and many people still recall the stupid NKF incident that they somewhat interrogate us with... "do you have a golden tap at home?" RIDICULOUS, mind you? we are just students. would we have the ability to buy a golden tap? the more i type this, the more pissed i am with all the people i have met. utterly ridiculous! whatever! arrrrrrgggggggg! cannot stand it lah. the second day of my work was much better though. we went to holland rd area to collect donations from people... rich peeps yet met some stingy people still. oh my goodness... the people living in sixth avenue are filthy rich with swimming pools in their backyard, sportcars etc. despite the mean people we met, there were other kinds souls in that area. there were many people who gave rehash of 20 bucks with 50 bucks the max. others donated 10. whilst i sold one book of 15 postcards the first day which generated $28 for my pay, i sold two booklets of 30 postcards on the second day which helped me get $60. good rite? if only someone will just bless us with a rehash of $500, then i dun have to work already. so ya... took leave today... have to go back to work tmr... sigh. went back to church yesterday after two months of absence... oh my goodness! i've missed out on church for such a long period of time. haven bought my new clarinet yet to play for church... but soon, soon! miss my dear kieren, megan, ashley, kayleigh and kayden. my dear little babies... wanted to go out with shazana after church, but she still had school. so ya, just came home to sleep lor. life is quite sian nowadays. godbrothers ALL busy... some probably flirting. two in australia. many going for their holidays... nicholas probably thinking of ronnie. yada yada... so ya, probably going to be the lonely person that i am... doing things alone. i shall not dye or colour my hair cos it has a natural brown colour to it (only when u see my hair in the sun). i want to cut my hair cos of the weather but very lazy! we'll see hw... probably keep it long. haha... going to relax a bit before the farewell dinner tonight... will update more another day. till then. god bless. manddaw
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
went for the PAE (pre-u admission exercise) today. wasn't really paying much attention to miss nah. just talking to xiuqi. the sad thing is i can't get out of MJ. the good thing is... i am going to a JC. haha. anyway, nth much lah. i'm so bored now... seriously bored. waiting to watch harry potter and the goblet of fire with frens. and the bad thing is... adrian isn't talking to me! so seriously bored... no kor to chat with. now he always with louisa... i hope i didn't sound jealous. haha. i miss all my kors and ya... jies too! i desperately want to go out with all of them... regarding the trip to indonesia, i still haven made my decision. andrew and audrey wants me to go and stay with them. however... i'm fearful that i will now come back alive especially with the terrorist attacks all over the place. sigh... what shld i do? i'm clueless. i want to go, yet at the same time, afraid of losing my life. i'll ponder and think about it. just came back from playing badminton with sally, anisa, christine, zukai and stanley... tiring! i'm physically drained. haven played it for some time. went to changi general hospital to play... that place is really good cos no one bothers u. u dun have to fight with people for the badminton court. but ya, have to play in the afternoon... cos everyone is working. haha... played a few rounds with all of them. i think zukai made me tired the fastest... and ya, we shall play somemore if u want lah... i dun mind! :) did i forget to mention... 'O' levels are finally over! one whole year of worry and stress, 6 months of preparation for the dreaded exams and now they are over. it seems like harry potter's OWLs (ordinary wizarding level). haha. the scores are also somewhat similar to ours... exceeds expectations (A1), outstanding (A2), acceptable (B3), average (B4)... after that i'm not sure lah... troll or sth like that. haha... lame lah. but ya, the freaking exams are over! i shall do lots of things now... learn a new instru and buy my clarinet. haven been playing the whole of yesterday... played Xmen legends on my bro's Xbox. slacking... pure luxury... the feeling of completing one hurdle in my life is just relieving. i can take a long rest. and ya, wanna meet all my godbrothers.......................... the stupid chicken little song is stuck in my head... haha. my idiotic elder brother who is 30 years old by the way (in 4 days time) childishly downloaded the soundtrack onto my account in my comp. it's very very lame lah... my yah yee... my yah ooh! my yah hah... my yah haha! lame rite? so stupid... no doubt, it is comical... but i think it is so LAME! so ya... pictures on their way soon. waiting for a few more b4 i upload everything... meanwhile... go enjoy urselves... ciao peeps! manddaw
Monday, November 21, 2005
andrew left for indonesia yesterday evening. so ya, went to send him off. bought this keychain for him which said "best friend". hope u like it! haha... andrea and huiying was there too. but ya, they were late cos of huiying. but whatever lah... thanks for the present andrew. will keep that box of memories with me. then walked ard the airport with the both of them. bought sweets and sat down talking about our sec 1 and 2 days. missed all my sec 2g classmates. that's where i met my whole group of friends and my godsiblings... lots of them in there. i shall not succumb to the sadness that is trying to overwhelm me. i shall go play the clarinet. ciao. manddaw
Thursday, November 17, 2005
 sally made this... nice rite? now no time to go figure out how to do... soon lah. i shall be putting up the pics soon... the long-awaited pictures. go to my webshots to check it out k. i dun want to talk about add maths anymore... screwed the paper! i'm so so so frightened for it... sigh, my answers all quite weird... what if? what if? sigh... anyway... i'm counting the time to the end of the o levels... 4 more days. going to read books now. ciao. manddaw
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
tmr's add maths paper 2... so ya, i'm resting a bit before continuing to practice. i miss my dead blog... haven had the time to really come and blog here. my parents have been a nag the past few MONTHS... freaking pissed with them sometimes. cannot watch tv... no comp... no going out... it has been like hell for the past few months since prelims. i haven't had the chance to enjoy and relax. and my wish is finally going to come true... i have graduated from tk already... they gave away the leaving certificates. but i'm not officially out till 31 nov 2005. soon soon... well... lots of papers have come and gone... but i'll not relate the painful experience to u pple. i want my A1s and A2s. hopefully it comes soon to me... but no matter what i'm stuck in MJC for the next two years. i can't opt out of it... sad rite?! whatever it is, i'll go crazy rite after tuesday! trust me!!!! i'll carry out all the things of which i have been deprived of since sec 3... going to the movies, playing with my Xbox, BLOGGING. oh yes, i will go buy my darling buffet clarinet and ipod... grrr, my parents are the most stressful parents u will ever meet! one hour of rest also not allowed... whatever lah... i'll endure for the last day tmr of this week... then one more day next week for science. then whooosh... i'm flying to jakarta to be with my best friend and godsister... i'll go hongkong with my cousins to disneyland. probably join MJ band in genting (maybe only). and go to malaysia for my church camp...lots in store... oh ya, and i have to start working to earn my allowance... $$. will work at haagen dazs factory nearer christmas and at the dentist... now the song "money money money" is stuck in my head. kk... enuff crapping. gtg study already... i'll miss shuuji, sally, anisa & christine... i didn't forget u guys k... haha... love ya... bye. manddaw
Thursday, November 10, 2005
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