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Sunday, July 10, 2005

i feel so lonely...

miserable. helpless. hopeless.

i feel like dying.

to end my life... the agony is just too great.

my life is meaningless.

no one cares anymore...

i'll quote andrew's poem...

'i'm just a nobody, running this sad race'.

i dun want anything anymore... i just want to be alone...

so leave me alone to wallow in my misery.

let me just die...

manddaw

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